I guess my best was not enough.
Suffice to say, I've let myself down yet again.
I need to think harder and put things into motion, action.
Anyway,
Today was an alright day. Reach college early in the morning. Got into room and it was peaceful and quiet. Human free... except from the few chat windows i have open. Otherwise it was just me and my music.
I was actually planning to do some reflection and have some own time there. Thinking about directions and generally what to do next.
I estimated i had about 2 solid hours of alone time until my friend came to claim his food.
There is was enjoying myself.
*** I wonder have they ever notice that during the course of me planning out the duty roster, i've always put my name alone... I like being alone for some time.
Back to the story of how i got my headache and extreme fatigue!
So in came a girl,
Who raped my phone,
Who also hijacked my laptop,
Who also invaded my privacy,
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And so on.
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In came 2 guys.....one who literally stuck my finger into his god forsaken mouth!
Does he have NO respect? And to think i am his senior.
Darn it! I hate close proximity and that was atrocious!
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Get this,
They probably think i am not mad.
But i am ANNOYED!
Read my last post?
If i am always nice even when you annoy or irritate me....it means i don't think much of you..... keep it up and i might just despise you. =.=
Unless you are mean to me, and i retaliate then i see you as a friend. Some one i value that i think you deserve to know that i want this friendship to last. So don't do that!
So for today,
I don't know what i am typing here.
It does not really make sense.
Wait it does.
I'm actually just complaining that my supposedly peaceful day turned noisy.
However, I shall give credits to my friend that came to accompany me even when he has no class. Thanks. But you are lifeless anyway... class or no class...... you have nothing to do at home hahaha!
So that concludes my very very very very mundane day.
Oh yah
I am emo-ing
I hate my results!
Don't tell me its okay.
I know it is not.
toodles